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Wednesday, March 22, 2006
i feel like such a terrible terrible girl. pastor moh yings (is that how you spell it) message on monday keeps on popping up and my conscience keeps on pricking pricking pricking. integrity. yup thats what she talked about. all the little things you do when nobody else is looking. my homework.. the other day i dropped my m&m on the floor and couldnt be bothered to pick it up and hoped that no one would notice. sigh.. feel so guilty. jessie said that the even the littlest sin is equal to what osama has done the last time i saw her. if only everybody else knew.. the things ive done. you would walk out on me too. trust me. not innocent anymore. thats why sometimes i find it so hard to believe that god would never give up on you. i just wanna im sorry im sorry im sorry. but sorry's not enough, is it? god, why cant i trust in you..?
7:59 pm
gail.
loves anything new
gets caught up in causes, events, loves
but doesn't do anything about them.
professes to be a supporter of the green movement
but leaves the lights on
disapproves of mcdonalds
but eats there anyways.
godwise, the jury's still out.
schoolwise, fass rocks my socks
but why do i have like a ton of work to do?
familywise, i guess theyre/its great
we just need to figure out what to do around each other?
freindswise, hey you guys are awesome.
blogwise, realises that the profile section is crappy
but doesn't know how else to fill up the space.