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Sunday, July 23, 2006
hmm. so it is over. a journey that began some months ago when i went for this audition in this far far away school which seemed like on the other end of singapore, and whose people seemed rather unwelcoming. i guess over what seems like very many days of missing classes (i seem to be rather behind right now) the cab ride to rj has somehow become a familiarity and the colours of white and green have become.. a little more pleasing to the eye. i think. this whole thing feels so short yet so long, so long yet so short. its my first time playing in a symphony orchestra thingy man! woots! haha, sorry couldnt help it.. yeah, it somehow seems like ive known these bass people for a long long time.. yu zhe my desk partner whos so cute he reminds me of when all of us were younger, shyna chow who'll always be shyna chow:), kevin the super zai person, and of course francesca whos really sweet.. okay maybe not long long time, but longer than it actually is.. making music together bonds people? *raises eyebrows* or at least.. makes people feel bonded? oh wells.. you know, like how shamsul maidin said his first world cup will always have that special place in his memory.. i guess this will have a place in mine too.. the times when i play something so totally off that the cellos at the back turn around and wonder what happened.. and i try to look as though nothing happened.. the times i wondered what on earth was i doing there at all.. but it was all worth it.. hearing the sound of the piano just floating right to you and filling the place.. its just so sweet.. snatches of it keep flitting around my brain.. just as well.. i cant seem to find a recording of it.. waiting for the shifting of stuff before the moldau i just felt so tired.. i felt like closing my eyes and falling asleep. then the thought of nodding off and falling flat on my face with the double bass making a big bag woke me up. a little. during the rapids part i kinda lost coordination of my fingers a little.. heh.. i kind of hope nobody noticed since everybody was making a whole lot of noise going down the rushing river.. yeah actually throughout the whole thing i made my fair share of mistakes.. im just so thankful to god for carrying me through.. even though i didnt know it at the time.. oh yes, and id like to remember mr lims words that music should be from your heart like forever...
hmm. enough of talking about what is unchangeable.. anyways. for those who know, TWO MORE DAYS!!! well, around there at least.. i cannot wait. *brings on another bout of reminscing* yeah to all you people out there.. i cant wait to see yoooooooouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu...! yeah for those who arent going no matter what the reason.. well, im sure you have your reasons.. yup youll always be a part of mg anyway..
9:53 pm
gail.
loves anything new
gets caught up in causes, events, loves
but doesn't do anything about them.
professes to be a supporter of the green movement
but leaves the lights on
disapproves of mcdonalds
but eats there anyways.
godwise, the jury's still out.
schoolwise, fass rocks my socks
but why do i have like a ton of work to do?
familywise, i guess theyre/its great
we just need to figure out what to do around each other?
freindswise, hey you guys are awesome.
blogwise, realises that the profile section is crappy
but doesn't know how else to fill up the space.
