Bonjour. Si vous voulons me chercher, vous êtes venu au faux endroit.
Monday, September 25, 2006
recently it has come to my attention that there are several more experienced watchers than me.. and by watchers i mean people watchers. have i told you why i prefer buses to mrts? i dont think so heh.. i like buses cos i can stare out of the window.. theres the option of 1) staring openly at the people on the bus 2) staring at the people on the bus through the windows.. yesyes the powers of total internal reflection 3) staring at random stuff/people outside of the bus. number one isnt very good cos its kinda rude.. and after a while they start staring back at you like youre a weirdo.. number two is kinda convenient, unless i encounter some really observant people.. hmm so buses are good in that you can combine all three and hopefully will notice youre watching them.. mrts are watching-unfriendly in that you dont really have anywhere to look. you look up you see people. you look in the window, there are people looking back at you.. especially when the train in underground.. makes for a boring ride.. unless i pretend to be engrossed in something and secretly sneak glances at the people around me lah.. harharhar.. anywas. as i was saying.. yes.. there are more experienced watchers than me.. somehow they can watch people really without seeming to at all.. i guess i have much to learn.. you know, its like you watching an ant or something.. imagine the ant trying to watch you back.. its kinda retarded right.. whether the ant likes it or not, youre watching the ant.. and no matter how hard it tries it will be the "watched" and not the watcher.. okay anyway. where was i. hmm.. yeah sometimes i cant help but think.. could you please not try to psychoanalyze (did i spell it right?) me? everything you see is what i choose to show you.. okay maybe not all.. even the person whos best at it cant hide everything.. ameteur-ish attempts i dont mind.. but those who have been doing it for years.. it makes me uncomfortable knowing that theres someone watching me back.. oh wells.. rargh. well on the other hand, there are some who totally cannot read people at all.. i wonder how i manage to put up with it.. *shakes head*
12:36 am
gail.
loves anything new
gets caught up in causes, events, loves
but doesn't do anything about them.
professes to be a supporter of the green movement
but leaves the lights on
disapproves of mcdonalds
but eats there anyways.
godwise, the jury's still out.
schoolwise, fass rocks my socks
but why do i have like a ton of work to do?
familywise, i guess theyre/its great
we just need to figure out what to do around each other?
freindswise, hey you guys are awesome.
blogwise, realises that the profile section is crappy
but doesn't know how else to fill up the space.
