Bonjour. Si vous voulons me chercher, vous ĂȘtes venu au faux endroit.
Monday, October 23, 2006
hello. im sure you are glad to know that i am alive.. well, just barely. but alive, still. i would have you believe that my apparent disappearance was because i was off saving the world in some exotic place or other, enduring hardships and whatnot all in the name of goodwill.. but i guess i shall have to settle for something closer to the truth... like loading up on my arsenal for the coming war of words/cold war (it could go both ways, i guess) by practising my oh-i-dont-give-a-damn-about-what-you-say-or-do-i-have-like-a-gazillion-more-important-things-to-do-why-should-i-even-waste-a-single-electrical-impulse-in-a-brain-cell-considering-what-youre-talking-about look in this rather reflective surface called the computer screen. oh but forgive me, how i rattle on.. its just that i just watched the matrix earlier and images of people fighting and giving death glares still flash across my vision sporadically. i was wondering though.. how on earth does neo manage to fight in that cloak of his? sure, its really cool-looking and all.. but in the rain and all? it must weigh a ton.. anyways. the new season of the apprentice just started not long ago.. haha, i used to be really really hung up over this show.. i got a kick out of listening to the starting music.. money money money money.. MONEY!!! harhar.. and how all of them get all their claws out and blast each other in the boardroom. todays one was no different, heh. lets just say they they were all very.. lacking.. in the leadership department.. and the successfully-putting-the-blame-on-somebody-else department.. i mean donald trump does have a soft spot for wackos right.. for goodness sake if youre gonna enter a reality tv show, at least watch some reruns no matter how awesome you think you are.. anyways, i didnt come online just to put up a tv commentary. i guess ive got quite a bit of catching up to do in the storytelling of my life.. hmmm.. so the promos are over and the results have made their way back to us.. well, could be better, could be worse.. of course, parents being parents, they rather enjoy stressing on the "could be better" portion.. while id prefer it if the attention was focussed on the "could be worse" part. well, if you asked me to search the depths of my soul i guess that it would actually be the "could be better".. but since that conjures up negative images, i shall fastforward to the next part.. so what have i been up to.. well, nothing much.. more of the usual slacking.. oh yes, i have made up my mind that this coming holiday shall be a most enterprising and fruitful one. and one of my goals is that i will read at least 70 books before the year is done.. a worthy goal, dont you think? yes, so i guess thats one of the things that ive been up to besides slacking.. or according to my parents, its actually a subgroup of slacking. but anyway. not that ive gotten my eyes started on reading after such a long long break, they are hungry, starving, to be fed.. words words! more words! oh let us devour them lovely words! and my poor sad brain is left behind.. after long periods of disuse, my poor poor brain cannot keep up with the voracious apetite of my eyes.. im afraid fragments of the storyline from last weeks books are still bonking around my head, creeping into my daydreams, refusing to be filed away in the place called permanent memory.. anyway. it feels like the hols are here already. what with my convenient shortening of the school week and all.. i wish i could just let the holidays begin tomorrow.. haha, what an imaginative dreamer i am.. well......... but i guess if you dont see me in school tomorrow, i guess i would have somehow gained the ability to turn dreams into reality?
12:43 am
Saturday, October 07, 2006
fanfiction is my lifesaver. i finally found one that isnt brimming with impossiblity and is actually very absorbing.. thats the way with fanfic these days, the authors get too caught up in imagining themselves as one of the characters and start to indulge themselves unconciously.. but yes i have found a relatively good one.. except that it has come to the sappy part where theyre oh so romantically involved with each other.. dont really like these parts.. they kinda tend to make even the most restrained writers' imaginations go abit wonky. (oh and did i tell you the one about harry and draco getting together? there was really one really good one which had me deciding whether it was uber-hilarious, superbly convincing or just plain sick.. ) anyways, this ones not about any of the main characters.. its through the eyes of andromeda black, whos like virtually non-existent in the real book.. it really gives a personal side to all those baddies.. you know, they were once kids too right.. and nobodys born bad.. well at least thats what i think anyways.. yup, so.. its much better than average.. had me bursting out in bouts of giggles/laughter (whichever works for you) and making me wanna be an aristocrat.. its very insider story-ish.. like you can imagine andromeda leaning forward with a glint in her eye and gossiping with you, while somehow still maintaining that air about her.. anyways heres the link.. http://www.fanfiction.net/s/2489360/1/ itll be an interesting read even if you dont dig fanfiction. well, unless of course you didnt even read harry potter itself.. which would take all the fun out of reading this one..
wells, promos has nearly ended.. hurrah for those whove already ended.. and a double hurrah for those who havent.. i figure those who still have papers need more encouragement than those who dont right?
anyways, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLA!! well, you probably wont read this anyway, but i guess its the thought that counts? hmm.. so HAPPY BIRTHDAY once again! :)
yes and everybody please listen up.. heres what i want to to do.. you see that link below? yup, the one down there staring at you with the most inviting look.. i want you to move your mouse... and click on it.. come on, i know you want to.. http://antithesis.vox.com/ there.. wasnt so hard after all, was it?
2:48 pm
Monday, October 02, 2006
if i go back in time, will there still be one me or many mes?
:S
11:09 pm
Sunday, October 01, 2006
i feel.. like giving up.. like an idiot pretending i have enough brain power to survive jc and come out relatively unscathed..
12:41 pm
gail.
loves anything new
gets caught up in causes, events, loves
but doesn't do anything about them.
professes to be a supporter of the green movement
but leaves the lights on
disapproves of mcdonalds
but eats there anyways.
godwise, the jury's still out.
schoolwise, fass rocks my socks
but why do i have like a ton of work to do?
familywise, i guess theyre/its great
we just need to figure out what to do around each other?
freindswise, hey you guys are awesome.
blogwise, realises that the profile section is crappy
but doesn't know how else to fill up the space.