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Sunday, January 28, 2007
hmm so well i guess its finally over.. well not finally as in finally cos i couldnt wait for it to be over and done with, but finally as in finally i can enjoy my bed and my blanket.. its like i get home so late i just plonk into bed and not bother to open out my blanket.. which i usually do.. most of the time anyways.. what am i doing talking about my sleeping habits.. anyways, having little snippets of the qing thing running through my head now.. not very sure if i should blast some other stuff to get it out of my head now or to leave it for just a while longer, so that next time ill still be able to remember what we played.. its been really fun man, this week.. it makes me wish that were gonna have more performances and stuff.. yeah we all get home really late.. and school starts to take a back seat.. tell me about it, im like behind in everything.. but i think it was definitely worth all the late nights and stuff (yes, coming from a person who needs her 8 hours, thats quite a bit).. im really starting to like the j1s like alot. they are so lovable and so full of enthusiasm and uhh, innocence? dont really think thats the right word but anyway.. most of them anyways.. when the dsa people first joined us last year i was kinda freaked out.. like omg why are they all so enthu and so friendly?!?!? and the first few times they came they were like waaay earlier than us lah.. now, even i feel like going early for strings.. even though as of now the early thing hasnt really caught on with me.. yet. ill try though.. *nods vigourously* yeah somebody was like saying how brahms would be so crowded this year what with so many of them and all, and we wont have any peace.. but i kinda dont really mind now.. its nice to see them hanging around in there.. hmm maybe ill feel a bit miffed though, when im really really mugging for the As.. anyways, it wasnt too bad, all in all.. i was kinda afraid that the hall would be half-empty, or that they would forget their lines like during the rehearsal.. or maybe they did though, but recovered splendidly.. just like how that singapore idol finalist whose name i cant remember for the life of me fell down during bittersweet but started singing almost immediately.. i really liked the way the huang shang did the the emperor pays his respects to old buddha or something to that effect part.. the pauses were too short during the rehearsals.. i think.. anyways.... i think i was less out of tune than the day before haha.. i think. but i did do a few crazy bowings though.. hope noone noticed.. and the dreaded waltz wasnt as dreaded after all.. you know what ive decided.. ive decided that in no way am i going to play for like a musical for a job or anything.. imagine. if the whole thing has a run of a month.. imagine playing the same thing every single day in cramped "underground" conditions and even twice on weekends.. itll be awfully monotonous.. no wonder the west side story people looked so sian sian when i watched.. i watched like on the last few days some more.. yes speaking of cramped.. i tell you ahh.. that was the smallest space ive ever played in.. my bow kept on going up elfredas sleeve.. i have a feeling that qiyi probably has bruises down her back and elfreda has some on her arm.. hmm anyways, still wondering why the old buddha is called old buddha.. i think its awfully weird.. its probably some obscure part of the chinese culture that i should know since im a chinese but oh wells.. chinese stuff is really lost to me sometimes.. just like math.. math is very good in that it really orders up your mind.. like everything has a right place and order.. but is the mind really meant to be to neat and orderly? shouldnt that be left for computers or something.. yeah obviously im not a very neat person, but anyways.. just went for math today and came out feeling quite shi bai.. (haha yay im using chinese) all the neat rows of numbers are just that little bit too neat for me.. its kinda hard to see their patterns sometimes.. there was this other girl though.. can tell that the tutor really likes her.. like can be model student like that.. she even looks the part.. she does her math with a sort of intensity and sense of urgency.. which of course, i lack.. i really should learn from her.. i think. well, at least in the attitude towards math part.. yeah i guess i should be going now.. work beckons.. (not very endearingly though.. )
6:36 pm
gail.
loves anything new
gets caught up in causes, events, loves
but doesn't do anything about them.
professes to be a supporter of the green movement
but leaves the lights on
disapproves of mcdonalds
but eats there anyways.
godwise, the jury's still out.
schoolwise, fass rocks my socks
but why do i have like a ton of work to do?
familywise, i guess theyre/its great
we just need to figure out what to do around each other?
freindswise, hey you guys are awesome.
blogwise, realises that the profile section is crappy
but doesn't know how else to fill up the space.
