Bonjour. Si vous voulons me chercher, vous êtes venu au faux endroit.
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
oh yes, i know people are disappointed.. i know people are probably pissed off.. or like wu hua ke suo.. i think theyre perfectly entitled to those thoughts.. if youre thinking along one of those lines, you are too.. i havent done anything to deserve otherwise, i know that.. sometimes i wonder, why do they keep trying? the teachers, why do they continue doing their thing.. the classmates and friends, why do they continue shaking their heads, and asking why? well, i guess in intensity it has died down.. i used to get calls and smses whenever i wasnt in school, people chasing after me whywhywhy? i guess now its more like okay shes not in school.. whats new. i think its better this way.. please, dont spend time and effort and not to mention part of your free outgoing or smses looking for me.. i dont think its worth it.. i mean, if it were me, i would i go through all the hassle week after week after week after week? i am not so sure.. and not to mention worksheets and schoolwork and stuff.. please dont, your concern is better spent elsewhere.. im really sure you have better things to do right.. i wonder sometimes what keeps them going.. well, more than just sometimes, lots of times.. is it a noble sense of duty that keeps them on their course? or is (for the lack of a better word) love? is it out of necessity, they really dont have any other choice? or is it now merely a habit.. i for one dont think its because im such a nice person to have around.. i prefer being alone for the most part, dunno about them.. then there is this thing about the parents.. i cant decide which is more bitter.. them giving up on my ability to make good on my promises, even though its for my own good.. or me knowing that i gave them every cause to do so.. i cannot even half-heartedly argue my case because i know that they are right, no doubt about it.. ah yes, how am i gonna survive school tomorrow and the looks on their faces..
11:50 pm
gail.
loves anything new
gets caught up in causes, events, loves
but doesn't do anything about them.
professes to be a supporter of the green movement
but leaves the lights on
disapproves of mcdonalds
but eats there anyways.
godwise, the jury's still out.
schoolwise, fass rocks my socks
but why do i have like a ton of work to do?
familywise, i guess theyre/its great
we just need to figure out what to do around each other?
freindswise, hey you guys are awesome.
blogwise, realises that the profile section is crappy
but doesn't know how else to fill up the space.
