Bonjour. Si vous voulons me chercher, vous êtes venu au faux endroit.
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
why cant i. sigh.. why cant i alot of things.. you know, we're like fellow human beings, and as fellow human beings, we should all at least try to be nice to each other.. omg, this is so annoying, i cant think.. i had stuff i wanted to say, but shes like going on and on about i dunno, nothing much.. i mean seriously, she should just relax and everything will be so much better.. yes, in this situation i would definitely opt for my dads way out, except i cant really do it.. hell probably go something like.. "rose........" together with a very siananized look.. its kinda scarey, like how in parenting they only have one chance.. i mean, some more like im the eldest, so technically im the guinea pig cos they could have hardly had any practice.. its amazing, really, how parents manage to (attempt to) exude this air of confidence in what they do.. i mean like, what if i end up with something screwy and wrong with my head? its my life, ill have to live with myself for the rest of the however long i have left to live.. i mean, as it is if i were reading my life in a book, id be like.. omg, get a life girl..! how do you live with yourself?! yeah anyways.. i cant believe my mum is like so naive and so.. believing, when it comes to my little sis.. this has nothing to do with sibling rivalry/jealousy, but yes i think that children generally are very nice and innocent and all that.. but there is a sort of transition right.. people dont grow up just like that.. kids dont learn to lie overnight, not in black and white, but in shades of grey.. okay i shant say anymore.. she is my sister after all.. and my parents can raise her however they want, shes their kid.. oh just never mind the fact that they only see her for a few hours each day.. yeah so anyway, i dont think ill ever be a parent.. what if he/she/it turns out all wrong.. oh no.. okay, on a normaler note, i currently feel like im running the third or fourth round of the 2.4.. the place where you feel the most like just dropping dead and not run anymore, and the last round seems like such an unachievable goal kinda thing.. yes, the tys is determined not to like me.. :( i was all ready to make it my new best friend okay.. yes, keith tan you watch out, my math with blow you away.. okay lah, blow you away of my standard is something like a gentle breeze or something compared to other people haha, maybe hell feel tickled.. but anyways, one day itll be a typhoon or something.. (is typhoon like wind or rain.. or is it hurricane.. not tornado right.. )
10:15 pm
gail.
loves anything new
gets caught up in causes, events, loves
but doesn't do anything about them.
professes to be a supporter of the green movement
but leaves the lights on
disapproves of mcdonalds
but eats there anyways.
godwise, the jury's still out.
schoolwise, fass rocks my socks
but why do i have like a ton of work to do?
familywise, i guess theyre/its great
we just need to figure out what to do around each other?
freindswise, hey you guys are awesome.
blogwise, realises that the profile section is crappy
but doesn't know how else to fill up the space.
