Bonjour. Si vous voulons me chercher, vous êtes venu au faux endroit.
Monday, April 09, 2007
alrights so here i am doodling around.. you know what, what do you do when you meet somebody who you know and that person knows you but when you think about it you dont know each other at all.. its really weird lah, cos sometimes i just stare a bit, cos i cant really decide if im supposed to say hi or not.. i mean like say hi? does it do anything for me or the other person.. i dont really think so.. okay lah i guess so, in a brighten-up-your-day kinda way.. like right now, the computer im using is like opposite one of my og mates, and i didnt say hi.. or at least i think hes from my og haha, i wasnt really very present during everything.. maybe its like unfriendly, or antisocial, i dunno my parents would say its antisocial but anyways.. if i could learn from home i would.. haha, then i would end up becoming a weird person detached from reality..
anyways, recently i told some people about my so-called childhood dream.. its called so-called cos when i first jumped on the idea i was kinda passing the child age already though i cant remember exactly when.. i came across the idea in a book.. okay yes anyway, dunno whether ive said this before, but i wanna go buy this super big plot of land in the middle of nowhere and live alone with a few other like-minded people.. like, forever.. okay not forever.. but thats the general idea.. they were like, oh my.. recluse! and kinda assumed it was for my retirement hahaha.. but i didnt tell them that i was thinking about the not-so-far-off future.. haha yes i guess you could somewhat call it a social experiment but neverminds.. the idea is i dont like change.. i resist change.. and i dont like new people.. its in me somehow.. (or maybe its one of those nature vs. nurture things which people somehow can go on and on about..) and i just know that i will absolutely not make it in the business world because change is rampant and inevitable.. ill probably get on everybodys to be retrenched list.. yes i would hide under a shell if i could but now that im like born in this day and age i guess thats not really possible and all.. besides, if i were somehow transported back in time, i just might die of boredom because ive grown used to this life, no matter how much i say im not suited for it..
anyways. heres back down to reality.. chems starting soon and though im not really looking forward to it, ill give a little yay just for the fact that its my last lesson lesson for the day.. yay.
1:10 pm
gail.
loves anything new
gets caught up in causes, events, loves
but doesn't do anything about them.
professes to be a supporter of the green movement
but leaves the lights on
disapproves of mcdonalds
but eats there anyways.
godwise, the jury's still out.
schoolwise, fass rocks my socks
but why do i have like a ton of work to do?
familywise, i guess theyre/its great
we just need to figure out what to do around each other?
freindswise, hey you guys are awesome.
blogwise, realises that the profile section is crappy
but doesn't know how else to fill up the space.
