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Wednesday, June 13, 2007
mood: annoyed.. no, not by blogger which is being kinda uncoorperative today, but by myself.. i mean like i should be feeling like kinda accomplished right, starting to do what i should be doing and what i should have done right from the beginning.. i guess things we should do and things we wanna do need not be mutually be mutually exclusive right.. well at least i guess not in this case.. i suppose i just didnt try hard enough.. well hmm, so whats new?
math makes math moron maudlin. well so speaking of math, hes got the cash but doesnt know how to spend it oh shall we go somewhere, find some lounge, spend some money or how about we get the most expensive room on sentosa oh you mean why, or even what we're gonna do there? hmm i dont know, but im sure we'll have a nice time, a nice time spending money
hes got the girl but doesnt know what to do with her where are you now? WHY DIDNT YOU PICK UP MY CALL? oh yes, and werent you being unreasonable the other day? i've got work cant you see, so many students WHY DID YOU ACCIDENTALLY TOUCH A STRANGER WITH YOUR, YOUR, BREAST?!? but i want to marry you one day, really i love you
yeah well hmm a rather sad attempt at trying to write something unprose-ish.. dunno whether it counts as poetry though haha.. anyways speaking about that, i realised that maybe ive finally grown out of the whole fantasy thing.. no more complex weavings of magic and moondust, no more abstract, profound beauty.. out out out! it wasnt like a sudden overnight sort of thing, more of a gradual growing disinterest.. i mean like i used to savour the words of certain phrases, rereading some stuff to like fully grasp/enjoy the meaning/feeling of the words.. but now its more like alright, so youre dying for a cause or handling this staggering amount of magical energy or pining for a lost love, now get on with it. life goes on. yes, id like to read books which are pretty much rooted in presentday possibilities, and in which my characters pretty much stay alive until the very end.. yes, very noble and all, your dying.. and yes i cant say i dont enjoy the poetic stringing together of words, or the pain of losing a character for the sake of plot development (okay tell me that didnt sound weird) but seriously, just get on with it. tell me something new. getting slain or blasted apart by magics, no matter how prettily packaged within words, is getting old.. but thats not to say all eleven books of the wheel of time is getting off my wishlist, not to mention harry potter and the deathly hallows (is that right?), and of course not forgetting the movie.. yes, i shall be looking forward to a couple more deaths and near-misses for now..
i figure thats all for now.. fingers feel somewhat appeased..
ps. what to do if my earphones are wonky and i didnt do the warranty thing.. i think i throw them around too much, not to mention other stuff too.. :(
11:48 pm
gail.
loves anything new
gets caught up in causes, events, loves
but doesn't do anything about them.
professes to be a supporter of the green movement
but leaves the lights on
disapproves of mcdonalds
but eats there anyways.
godwise, the jury's still out.
schoolwise, fass rocks my socks
but why do i have like a ton of work to do?
familywise, i guess theyre/its great
we just need to figure out what to do around each other?
freindswise, hey you guys are awesome.
blogwise, realises that the profile section is crappy
but doesn't know how else to fill up the space.
