Thursday, July 26, 2007

you know, i am so not looking forward to tomorrow. well okay, i suppose one could ask,"hmm so whats new, gail?" but seriously, tomorrow brings the most dreaded lesson of the week, yes even more dreaded than that other thing.. oh no you didnt just hear/read me say that.. i am so brimming with enthusiasm for what tomorrow's lesson holds that i just couldnt contain myself.. i mean like yeah, i just sit there while she plays theirs and its like oh wow why does it sound so nice? but they go oh nono lemme change something, one note is wrong.. and then when it comes to mine, why does it just sound so wrong? so can you suggest something that you can do? *speechless* *dumbfounded* i dont know alright? yours/theirs/anything else just sounds better somehow.. alright fine, not as if i really try, you know, put in 110% effort and all.. but i did try in the first few exercises (now how long ago was that exactly?) and they still sounded terrible so yeah i stopped trying. *rolls eyes rolls eyes* how typical. but anyways. now im faced with the very last one (i think and i hope) i decided i should you know, like try harder or something.. and im like, omg what are these big blank spaces, how am i gonna fill them up, i dont even know what key i am in.. and ive already filled in those copy-and-paste-able bits:( yeah. :(:(:( i dont know what chords they are, how to start.. (yesyes im trying the chord tones thingy but it seems so effortless when someone else does it somehow) and even if i knew, there are like so many so many rules that i just have a knack for breaking.. you know, if anyone knew how little i can hear, theyd be appalled i tell you, appalled.. that day some weeks ago was the stupidest i ever felt, like ever. it was this passing 6-4 and i just didnt know what it was.. i thought for the longest of times and i suppose thats what they call having a blank mind in books? and i just couldnt imagine for the life of me what notes could go in there even though she went through it like 15 minutes ago.. and the rest of them had these looks on their faces like*bored-to-death, bored-to-death, somebody save us, why cant she just say the darn answer* but i mean, ya lah, if somebody had to think for five minutes what letter came after b in the alphabet, id be bored to death too.. and you know, it wouldnt have mattered so much if it were some other subject like math or chem.. like if i didnt know what on earth poisson distribution was about (but i now i know though :)) or i didnt like know what the difference between alkanes and alkenes was.. it wouldnt have mattered.. but it was this and this is.... yeah, yeah well.. *finishes lamely* yeah so thats when i felt the stupidest in my entire not-very-long life.. :/ doesnt solve tomorrow but yeah well.. anyways, on to better things before i plunge back into that stuff again..

yes, well, harry potter. hmmhhmhhmm. WARNING: MAJOR SPOILERS. kinda slow in the begininning-middle, whatwith their hiding around and all.. kinda picks up around the middle, no small thanks to all the action going on.. kinda deflated a bit in the last tenth maybe cos i was trying to make my way home (i cant multitask and enjoy a book these days, growing old maybe?) and maybe cos the last chapter had already been summarised for me.. i can totally imagine the cast having a heyday filming some scenes, especially mcgonagall (spelling?) confronting someone or other somewhere in the middle.. had a good laugh imagining that one.. not to mention snapes death.. you know the look on his face and all that.. good thing no. 1: snape is good! *gringrin* well, she kinda took her time getting to it though, right until his very last breath there was this illusion that snape was bad, bad to the core.. but oh well, nice happy sappy end to it all. although im not very sure if you can really call that good good, i mean he wasnt like good cos he wanted to be good, but for selfish reasons cos he liked harrys mum.. which is like, well okay.. good thing no. 2: as always, she has this knack for choosing the most unexpected characters for death.. i was so shocked when i read that sirius died even though i already knew that somebody was gonna die in that book.. yeah well hedwigs death was kinda spoiled for me cos i already knew so yeah.. but mad-eye moody, no i did not expect that, you know like so strong and all.. oh yeah and fred too, or was it george, get them mixed up all the time.. she really could have killed off more people though.. oh shit yes, remus and tonks too if im not wrong? :/ but still.. still a rather happily large lot of them came through alive.. all the DA and all.. *grumbles* good thing no. 3: i liked the way that the malfoy family was developed.. love it love it. especially the part where narcissa pretended that harry was still alive so that they could get into the castle.. score one for jk rowling! but unfortunately the rest of the characters remained kinda boring and one-dimensional, well i guess you could exclude snape cos in the end hes GOOD, even though even that has become cliched because of the many times weve imagined it in our heads.. oh yes and mcgonagall can sure scream, a heartwrenching one at that.. i thought that was nice.. i am so gonna look out for that when the movie comes out.. oh and voldemort too, when bellatrix dies.. i didnt know he was capable of, something that close to (cant think of the right word right now but ill just make do with) affection/dependance.. but that was kinda retarded too cos i thought she wasnt dead, just stunned or something.. andways heres a major grumble.. i thought the whole conception was rather like a fanfic.. a really really well-written, well-thought-out fanfic, but still a fanfic.. i mean like, what on earth? such a overly happily-ever-ending? and what with the whole harry going to the netherworld and meeting dumbledore for a while so that loose ends can be wrapped up.. *grumblegrumble* ah well, never mind then.. ill just have to be contented with this since its like the real thing..

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Thursday, July 26, 2007

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