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Friday, October 26, 2007
E(X)=>infinity *positively wilts*
anyways, heres what my mum said on the way back while i tried to convince my sister that i wasnt weird for listening to dresden dolls. she said something like "dont tell me youre listening to satanic music" like hahaha huh? i mean ive strayed some away from religion but i cant have gone that far off right.. and what is satanic music anyways. rawrs. i mean like yars, i stopped going to church what, four years ago.. its not like things have changed very much, just that im more honest about it, not deluding myself (and others) that yeah im a catholic, or a christian or anything, making up excuses why im not going to church or going for confessions or you know other stuffs that somehow make up this religion. and maybe im more vocal about it now heh.. i totally didnt mean it that way when i was asking them about the bible donation drive thing at st marys i saw in the bulletin and said: your church is having a bible donation drive, why dont you donate some bibles.. they were kinda just, i dunno, flabbergasted. :/ ah oh wells, not like theyre really the bible-reading, rosary-kneading sort anyways. they altar in err, my room is super gathering dust. lots and lots of it.. yeah. but wells at least they stopped asking me to go to church every weekend. but it feels odd you know.. kinda insane, even. growing up in a totally christian environment, like christianity was a given in school, kinda thing. morning devotions, weekly chapels, believing teachers who prayed for and with you before tests and exams.. and well yeah, i did like mg for that.. yeah and having a grandfather whos like so religious devout *insert other suitable adjectives, you wouldnt be too far off* you know, like he goes for mass like every day, and sometimes (usually, actually) more than once a day serving as a communion minister, until some health problem thingies. he keeps this record of like communions taken, confessions given, pilgrimages gone on, that kinda stuff.. i quite distinctly remember there was a year where the holy communions one ran into the eight hundreds.. like, wow? seriously. 365 days a year, that adds up to 2.something a day.. so yeah. you would expect his progeny to be somewhat sticking to the catholic faith as well, if not as fervent. and so they are, so they are.. i cant really think of my relatives who have umm deviated so far, so i guess its pretty much just me.. (ps. i dont know why im like here, rambling on and on since i have work to do, but i figure my fingers need the exercise) i suppose the only other person i know who might somewhat "stray" would be my cousin, but the last i heard, he was still pretty much catholic, so ho hum. *drums fingers on table and tries to think of friends instead* oh yesh. i met this old friend of mine recently like after what, one year.. and surprise surprise, she turned agnostic just like me.. *grinsgrins* i was really surprised, k (and superbly gladdened too) cos the last time we talked, she was happily going to new crea. ah wells. as they say, theres no better time to be an atheist. and you know, he said. so what good universities for music are there? or something along the lines of that.. and i nearly died. D-I-E-D-E-D i dont know what to feel now.. like, you mean youre okay with it after all? you mean youre willing to pay for it even? oh wait, wait a minute, who said theres gonna be anything to pay for.. what makes you think you can get in anywhere.. darn.
10:35 pm
gail.
loves anything new
gets caught up in causes, events, loves
but doesn't do anything about them.
professes to be a supporter of the green movement
but leaves the lights on
disapproves of mcdonalds
but eats there anyways.
godwise, the jury's still out.
schoolwise, fass rocks my socks
but why do i have like a ton of work to do?
familywise, i guess theyre/its great
we just need to figure out what to do around each other?
freindswise, hey you guys are awesome.
blogwise, realises that the profile section is crappy
but doesn't know how else to fill up the space.
