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Friday, December 07, 2007
tralalaaa. its only been what, two weeks since all that ended and i must say, im lovin it. yeshyesh i have waited one and a half years for this time.. and more than three years for this err.. idea of a time.. you know, when we wanted to run away to wherever, remember?
running running as fast as we can
ah wells anyways. yes im sorry to anyone im pangsehing/going to pangseh in the near future. its just that while you guys were happily going through school and i guess working towards the As and all i couldnt wait for it all to end. school, all of it.. but it over now so umm yay? hmmm i suppose im not doing anything all that WOW with my life or anything but you know what, running around teaching people totally beats walking aimlessly from lesson to lesson, pretending to learn stuff that no longer interests you, studying for an exam that ceased to mean anything one quarter of your stay in the school. yes this totally beats it. yes, i have lousy scheduling. yes, its insane why i took up students like so out of the way from me. but this still wins staying in school hands down. you know why? because i get to meet people like that china girl who went for her interview yesterday. the first time i met her i thought: omg, no life, no character. but you know what, i am so proud of her. in five days she improved so much.. i mean no shes not some model student or anything, far from it. but yeah.. and, twelve years of schooling never made as interested in the chinese language as those two hour sessions made me feel. go figure. oh yes, and because i get to meet people like those bukit panjang kids who get so happy over smiley faces and start drawing like crazy, whose eyes light up when they suddenly realise that shucks, i can do this! because i never realised that my cousin could be good company.. andand because i get to meet people like that lakeside girl who makes you wonder how to get her to talk more. and so on.. hurr. oh yes not to mention i get to plan my day.. (*gasp* plan? did you just say plan? gail? plan?) ah yes, it would seem to me that all is not lost.. the ability to plan was embedded somewhere in my brain. and of course, i get to earn my own keep. do you know how long i have waited for that? long has been the wait. *pseudo-inspirational music plays on in the background* and sweet is the fruit. haha okay fine the sweet fruit part of totally unnecessary, i know. okay, not like im like earning alot now, im still paying back those darn comissions to the agents. but still. it is a start. life starts now.
so run along then.. go watch movies, go swim, go shopping, go party, go skating, go you know, whatever. yay, so umm, fun. so... necessary.
7:35 am
gail.
loves anything new
gets caught up in causes, events, loves
but doesn't do anything about them.
professes to be a supporter of the green movement
but leaves the lights on
disapproves of mcdonalds
but eats there anyways.
godwise, the jury's still out.
schoolwise, fass rocks my socks
but why do i have like a ton of work to do?
familywise, i guess theyre/its great
we just need to figure out what to do around each other?
freindswise, hey you guys are awesome.
blogwise, realises that the profile section is crappy
but doesn't know how else to fill up the space.
