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Friday, May 09, 2008
you know, i think i dont really teach my sister the stuff my parents would like me to teach. like i dunno, obedience, diligence, that sorta stuff. stuff im not very good at, apparently. today she was whining a little about like how other people got ds and psps and stuff for getting maybe 95 and above for exams.. feeling kinda deprived-ish summat. then i supposed maybe she sensed what i thought about it all i mean like seriously, im glad they didnt do stuff like that on a regular basis. except for maybe o levels some incentive thing which kinda fell through. oh and sec one the sports trip yeah. anyways she started asking me if she should download that mushroom shooting game i suddenly cant remember the name and then i said something like up to you you can ask or you can download and live with the consequences (which is what i usually do but oh well) i dont think shell do it though. parental approval still very important. speaking of which. i think i can safely say that i, am the poster girl for hopeless-dunno-what-to-do-with-you, in this house. i mean like seriously, its almost like brainwashing here sometimes. if youve seen enough of isabelle youd kinda have noticed that i dunno.. ah well. she goes like, oh youre not in school again, oh whatre your results like, oh so whatre are you gonna do now, oh you need to lose weight, oh wow gail you went for a swim im so proud of you! like, omg. do i need your approval? like hello, did i even ask for your opinion? NOT THAT SHE DOESNT MAKE A WONDERFUL SISTER but urkies. yes im being miffed and all. and somewhat irrational about this. i mean, come one. ten years younger. no biggie. but god. being reminded on a daily basis of all your shortcomings, what you could have, should have been and done, not just by them but also by her isnt exactly my cup of tea thank you very much.
oyez anyways. yar. the other day i was like wearing a skirt (yesyes how often right) and she went like how come youre wearing a skirt! then i went like my body what, up to me what to clothe it in. and oh, my, gosh. the looks on both my parents' faces was like so priceless. they were like so flabbergasted i would have laughed out loud if i weren't the one saying it. like oh my gosh lah.
speaking of the parents and all. the other day my dad asked me to check out nottingham u which has a campus in kl. it was kinda my turn to be flabbergasted. like oh my gosh? ive been going to that country like every single year, why on earth would i want to stay there for 3-4 years more! and subject myself to visits by kl relatives :( that auntie and uncle who used to take my sis me and i out quite a bit until their son was diagnosed as autistic. the auntie quite niehnieh one, like my martherr like that. but nice lah. andand that cousin working in kl also. humphumph, very very bad idea. not to mention that i dont wanna learn malay. but i suppose it would be cool, huh. living in a place where youre not the racial majority. i mean, cant say ive ever tried it before. buttt.. no. i hope that counts for something?
anyways. i think the wind is changing. i need a change of life. change job change job. seriously need new life lah.
ps. i lost my phone so pretty much mia-ing at the moment.
11:04 pm
gail.
loves anything new
gets caught up in causes, events, loves
but doesn't do anything about them.
professes to be a supporter of the green movement
but leaves the lights on
disapproves of mcdonalds
but eats there anyways.
godwise, the jury's still out.
schoolwise, fass rocks my socks
but why do i have like a ton of work to do?
familywise, i guess theyre/its great
we just need to figure out what to do around each other?
freindswise, hey you guys are awesome.
blogwise, realises that the profile section is crappy
but doesn't know how else to fill up the space.
