Bonjour. Si vous voulons me chercher, vous êtes venu au faux endroit.
Sunday, October 19, 2008
nope. even after a few hours of being awake, i dont.. dunno. feel used/violated? oh my shit. should i feel scared that im not scared? no worries. technically it was just.. foreplay. they wanted to, i didnt stop them. they got more drinks i could have stopped drinking, but i wanted to. why do we have to be socialized this way. stereotypes, the whole gender/sex thing, objectification etc. hmmhmm. just another exchange. i have something you want and you have something i want. hm. wanted to use the word transaction but it sounds too.. detached and exploitative, even. omt, what is happening. i should just read my philo essay. if a younger me were to read it, or to know who i am now, i think she would be sorely disappointed.. pissed off, even. you know, maybe in a self-righteous way of some sort. but grow up girl. few things are altruistic and guided by principles. even if there were value-guided ways of navigating life, would you stick to it or would you be contrained knowing whats on the other side?
9:20 am
gail.
loves anything new
gets caught up in causes, events, loves
but doesn't do anything about them.
professes to be a supporter of the green movement
but leaves the lights on
disapproves of mcdonalds
but eats there anyways.
godwise, the jury's still out.
schoolwise, fass rocks my socks
but why do i have like a ton of work to do?
familywise, i guess theyre/its great
we just need to figure out what to do around each other?
freindswise, hey you guys are awesome.
blogwise, realises that the profile section is crappy
but doesn't know how else to fill up the space.
