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Saturday, November 08, 2008
you know why i dont obey? you know why i stay out without telling you, come back at three am? lemme tell you something i was studying today alright? to me, you no longer have the authority to i dunno, be the arbiter of right and wrong and to dole out punishments in this house. why? sure, you have power. you can cut my allowance. in fact, im pit broke if i dont get any money from you as of now? you can stop paying my phone bills. you can stop the school fees giro and i cacn drop out of school. but why do i still not obey? i dont believe any more. i just dont believe. i dont believe that i dunno, you can just come up with these rules when suddenly one day you feel like it and you realise that your method of doing things aint that right after all. and you cant force a belief on a person. haha. csj calls it civic disobedience harhar. except i dont live in a democracy. funny, huh?
1) no traditional authority. nuclear family does not hold anymore. 2) no charismatic authority. haha. err, duh? 3) no legal-rational authority. alrights well yeah what do you expect. no process here at all.
haha yesh i know. im making this a micro-state of five people. which is like, whatever. by all means stop paying for stuff. sigh. i guess all this will come to its looong drawn conclusion. yeah. oh well. i mean like i dont wanna stop school lah but if thats what it comes down to then. like that lorh.
anyways. i decided that if they still giving me pocket money heres how im gonna celebrate the end of exams: 1) phuture 2) tongue piercing. if xiaxue can do it i also can lorh.
21 is just one and a half years away. come on come on. better start finding work. ks after the exams.
8:16 pm
gail.
loves anything new
gets caught up in causes, events, loves
but doesn't do anything about them.
professes to be a supporter of the green movement
but leaves the lights on
disapproves of mcdonalds
but eats there anyways.
godwise, the jury's still out.
schoolwise, fass rocks my socks
but why do i have like a ton of work to do?
familywise, i guess theyre/its great
we just need to figure out what to do around each other?
freindswise, hey you guys are awesome.
blogwise, realises that the profile section is crappy
but doesn't know how else to fill up the space.