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Saturday, December 27, 2008
hahaha omg. i just heard from downstairs. prize twenty-six: a rice cooker. goes to.. isabelle wang. block twenty-seven. hahaha. okay so weve got a new rice cooker. our condos having like this christmas party thingo downstairs. went down earlier for the dinner thingo. there was like a magic/entertainment thing too. quite cool lah huh. i thought this was supposed to be a recession. just on lucky draw prizes alone they spent dunno how much. ANYWAYS. there was this hula hoop competition for the kids and my sister freaking won!!! omgz. i couldnt stop beaming can. like beaming and beaming. and feeling so damn proud of her. shucks. the last round was a freestyle round. and she got down on her knees and did it.. and. turned a full circle on her knees. like omgzzzz. it totally blew the rest of the competition away. although i was kinda rooting for the only guy in the finals.. yeah, just the underdog thing. when i was her age, i wouldnt even have raised my hand, let alone so enthu-ly. probably been like her friend rachel (not to be confused with the sister rachel). like hanging round the edges and stuff. yeah well.
i guess maybe thats one of the reasons parents have kids? like dunno. the feeling of pride is quite awesome. yeah. sometimes i feel kinda bad.. like you know. i turned out so different from what they imagined. to put it bluntly, such a disappointment. (but sometimes i also think: hell, whatever. theyve got two other daughters to give them that endorphin rush.) but i guess well. weve all got that one life. and if we screw it up and individuals.. then i guess its because of perhaps who we are, or what weve done, or to a lesser extent circumstance. dont, for any reason at all feel like you have to stop me from making THE MISTAKE (different to different people, i guess) its nice and all, shows you still care somehow.. but. its still my life? plus, then its not very fair to the large proportion of people out there in the world who dont have others looking out for them, is it. was that coherent at all?
just because you get used to it doesnt mean its getting any better.
ps. the turkey smells.. damn good.
9:17 pm
gail.
loves anything new
gets caught up in causes, events, loves
but doesn't do anything about them.
professes to be a supporter of the green movement
but leaves the lights on
disapproves of mcdonalds
but eats there anyways.
godwise, the jury's still out.
schoolwise, fass rocks my socks
but why do i have like a ton of work to do?
familywise, i guess theyre/its great
we just need to figure out what to do around each other?
freindswise, hey you guys are awesome.
blogwise, realises that the profile section is crappy
but doesn't know how else to fill up the space.
