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Saturday, December 27, 2008
its alot easier to like my dad. and its not hard to see why. hes more charismatic, sounds alot more rational. and when i say alot, i mean ALOT more rational. the way she goes on.. golly. its insane. really. im getting over my dislike of shrinks and "pastoral care workers" and say that: yes she needs to see somebody. i cant imagine how in the world it can be very healthy. correction: how it can be healthy at all. all that anger, that annoyance, that irritation, that sense of vindication, of being wronged.. and so on. all those outbursts. unpleasant norms of communication. talking to a person indirectly through third person. complaining. is that where we learn it from? the way of "solving" problems by just.. cutting yourself off from the thing itself. or showing frustration with another person by saying things like, okay fine so you can do it yourself. count me out. god i hate it when i do those kind of things, you know. its such a pathetic way of doing something.. or nothing. and its just so.. her. eww. im just wondering.. what kind of person will my sister grow up to be and how all this will affect/influence her.
ps. just tried eating a sweet that totally killed me when i tried eating it after my tongue piercing. totally a-okay. =)
9:38 am
gail.
loves anything new
gets caught up in causes, events, loves
but doesn't do anything about them.
professes to be a supporter of the green movement
but leaves the lights on
disapproves of mcdonalds
but eats there anyways.
godwise, the jury's still out.
schoolwise, fass rocks my socks
but why do i have like a ton of work to do?
familywise, i guess theyre/its great
we just need to figure out what to do around each other?
freindswise, hey you guys are awesome.
blogwise, realises that the profile section is crappy
but doesn't know how else to fill up the space.
