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Monday, March 02, 2009

i am having real trouble deciding what to do for the next half a decade. hmm. although its sorta partially decided for me already. do this degree thing. see what happens next. ive decided that theres no point trying to plan for the long term. afterall, i know ill change my mind anyways. so.. yeah. although i did try to make a mini concession to planning for the future. i took up a savings plan with an insurance company. like hahaha. omg, wow gail. can you really afford to do that right now? yeah. thirty plus per month for 25 years. TWENTY FIVE LONG YEARS, YOU! can you actually count? how many months is that! yeah. i figured if i dont start saving now, i never ever will. which is like, true lah. yeah. besides, if that suicide thingy really does work out within this period, therell be a payout which goes to my parents as well. so thats a good thing i guess. after twenty five years i dont intend to be stuck with a desk job. no waysh. something more exciting please. haha or.. something ultra boring but brings in the moolah. which brings me back to: what the hell am i going to do? i have two more years of attending lectures and tutorials, writing essays. actually i dont quite mind the lectures and tutorials. the essays. oh god. how they kill all inspiration. they actually do give quite interesting topics to write about. but.. faced with this thing that says. here. write about this. by when. or else. interest deadens quite quickly.

anyways. yes. what am i going to do? right now i dont care about the whole "rest of my life". i dont even know the here and now. i dont even know what i want. this sucks.

3:09 pm

gail.
loves anything new
gets caught up in causes, events, loves
but doesn't do anything about them.
professes to be a supporter of the green movement
but leaves the lights on
disapproves of mcdonalds
but eats there anyways.
godwise, the jury's still out.
schoolwise, fass rocks my socks
but why do i have like a ton of work to do?
familywise, i guess theyre/its great
we just need to figure out what to do around each other?
freindswise, hey you guys are awesome.

blogwise, realises that the profile section is crappy
but doesn't know how else to fill up the space.

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