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Wednesday, April 08, 2009
im sorry. do i annoy you? fuck, if i had a choice i wouldnt be sitting back here either alright. okay yeah. everything is a choice. i just chose to not do anything about the essay and so here i am, rushing it out on your computer. or at least pretending to. i havent even started on the research yet. what a bum.
got shit drunk on monday. cant say im proud of it, but yeah well. now i know where my limit is. haha. never try to shoot a bottle of tequila with just one other person. i suppose its one of those things in life that just happens, either sooner or later. BUT IM REALLY REALLY GRATEFUL TO ONE AWESOME FRIEND. i know it must have been one hell of a night for you. that being said, lets just see how long this staying sober thing lasts. liver, liver, you do know i love you, dont you? anyways, i realised that i dont just need to drink. i need to club. maybe all that says is that i need to excercise. yeah maybe huh. pe seems so long ago.
im in the process of.. exploring existentialist issues. if anyone would care to help, or has any insight as to the meaning of life, please do let me know.
anywaysies. recently we have been superbly understaffed at work. like seriously. and we're looking set to get even worse. the other twenty year old working there quit. she cut her hand while slicing bread and was pissed when she heard they werent gonna pay her for her dunno. seven days of mc? i thought it was really such a waste. she has a kid to feed dammit. and her frigging husband-to-be's in jail. like wth are you thinking, woman? do you think that our dear supervisor is going out of her way to get compensation for you after you foist a staffing problem on her (and by extension all the other full-timers)?! do you frigging think people enjoy working full shift two days in a row, and then going back to do calculations of lost sales? damn. your company was the one that i enjoyed the most at work alright? the craziest person, the person who laughs while mopping the floor until the mop handle breaks, the person who started the whole digging the sausages out of the leftover buns to eat thing, and even bringing them home to cook, the person who called me sua gu, the one who asked: "left one more is it? no space? no space give me lorh." and proceeded to pop the bun into her mouth. and i dont even have your number. (not that id know what to say) or a picture with you. freakk.
all that being said, i went kboxing with all the rest recently (before this whole quitting thing took place) and im really really touched at how inclusive they are. like omg. we are so.. different. and yet you say im "zi ji ren"? haiz. i feel bad that im thinking of quitting after july. caixia some more say, work here until you graduate lah. liang nian hen kuai de. but im growing bored alreadyy..... =(
11:54 pm
gail.
loves anything new
gets caught up in causes, events, loves
but doesn't do anything about them.
professes to be a supporter of the green movement
but leaves the lights on
disapproves of mcdonalds
but eats there anyways.
godwise, the jury's still out.
schoolwise, fass rocks my socks
but why do i have like a ton of work to do?
familywise, i guess theyre/its great
we just need to figure out what to do around each other?
freindswise, hey you guys are awesome.
blogwise, realises that the profile section is crappy
but doesn't know how else to fill up the space.
