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Saturday, August 22, 2009
i watch amy lee in her music videos and wonder: god, does she really feel the way i do?
anyways. ive been thinking. my blogging seems to have lost its sense of direction. like, in jc i felt i was saying something worth reading, like it had some kind of humour in it. but now im like whining all the time. and whining in a way thats not even nice to read anymore. the vibrant community of sociopolitical bloggers that forms my online reading diet just makes me feel quite pointless really. so yeah. hence the super sporadic posts now.
also, im finally starting to feel like i belong to the political science department. which is good, i guess. i mean, it makes me feel smarter. it allows me to pretend i actually participate in intellectual activity. it makes me feel like i have a shot at those international organisations (although looking at my cap would really tell you otherwise). other than that, im having a crisis of identity. you learn this and you learn that, but then you ask yourself, where the hell do i fit in? im neither here nor there, or anywhere at all really. darn.
do you feel ashamed to be a singaporean? i know i do.
7:31 pm
Sunday, August 16, 2009
i continue to be amazed by my fellow schoolmates. before lecture this week i overheard some girl telling her friend that a lecturer said they shouldnt use wikipedia as a source, and sounded like it was a novel idea at that. she didnt sound like a year one. i hope she was a year one though.. =/
why are we paying obscene money for politicians who can't even pull wool over our eyes convincingly???
LuckySingaporean You have to pay them more if you want thicker wool :-)
2:26 am
gail.
loves anything new
gets caught up in causes, events, loves
but doesn't do anything about them.
professes to be a supporter of the green movement
but leaves the lights on
disapproves of mcdonalds
but eats there anyways.
godwise, the jury's still out.
schoolwise, fass rocks my socks
but why do i have like a ton of work to do?
familywise, i guess theyre/its great
we just need to figure out what to do around each other?
freindswise, hey you guys are awesome.
blogwise, realises that the profile section is crappy
but doesn't know how else to fill up the space.