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Thursday, December 24, 2009
you know youre watching too much south park when you read things like
"Gentlemen of the jury, who would it hurt if you took this life? Look back to that second row. Please look. I want all twelve honourable men to turn your heads and look back to that second row. ... Think on that, gentlemen, think on it."
and you hear the voice of eric cartman in your head. oh dearies me.
hennyways, i keep getting the feeling that im getting too old for this clubbing thing. and then comes along a night where i dunno the magic happens again? cheesylame much? you know like where you dont have to try at all and its so damn fun. and you know that your dance moves probably look rather lame but who the hell cares, its so ALIVE NOW. omgz. thanks everyone who was there, company was great even though i dont really know you guys. of course, it doesnt hurt that even sad lychee martinis from arena consumed in copius amounts helps one along the way to alivenowdom.
anyways, i now see the benefits of being a social christian. hmm. so will it be church now for me? i wanna do the mormon and falungong thing first though.
6:12 pm
Friday, December 04, 2009
Yet time after time, I get this episodes and I can't take it. With each one, it gets easier and harder. It is easier because the pain becomes more familiar, but it gets harder because each time, it is more difficult to get back up.
got it from here. god, i love the way how some people just have a way with words. because now that youve fallen into the cesspool the route down to it gets easier and easier to travel down. and the paths of fairytales become mere memories. and its harder and harder to get back out.
oh fuck ill give you anything, if you could make the damn thing work.
7:05 pm
Tuesday, December 01, 2009
I really liked the series but Blumenthal only pretends to be scientific about cooking. At heart he is an artist and that is why this recipe turned out so overly complicated I think. from here, in one of the comments.
omgz, i cannot agree more. like, took it out of my mouth before the thought even formed in my brain. omgz! like, seriously. what the pong, you know? his peking duck episode?!? like the whole point of the peking duck is like how they make the skin crispy and shiny yet having the inside tender and moist and then he goes comes along and decides to separate it altogether, so that each can be done to perfection. RAWR. feels like cheating to me.. although well, you do get the end product, who really cares? but then horh, i still wanna give his bolognese a shot? =/ hahaha and im already foreseeing myself not being able to do it exactly.
ANYWAYS. currently on a tomato craze. there was the half boiled egg craze, the bread/artisan baking thingthing, and now, the tomato craze. anyways. i had an epiphany eating the leftover sauce today. i didnt really take to the whole dont stir the beef into the sauce and let it brown by itself cos im just not used to a taste thats so... MEAT. BUT THEN HORHHHHH. after doing the stew thing (letting it sit in the fridge so it tastes better) i really had an epiphany. YES! maybe ive been lied to all my life, about the nature of authentic bolognese. YES! maybe bolognese doesnt have to be this thick smathering of tomato together with meat. YESYESYES! and i (sort of) understood what they meant when they said it should celebrate the meat. and (sort of) overcame the instinctive horror that came over me when i read that bolognese has milk in it, and that it only contains quite little tomato. hennyways. perhaps the blumenthal recipe will be my contribution towards the family christmas gathering thingthing. for a three-day recipe, one really needs a big event to work towards.
anyways. caught quite a few movies lately, and some of them were really good. blue mansion was awesome. like showcasing all our theatre talent like that, hahaha. MUST WATCH. another MUST WATCH is mulan. and coming from me, a bananafied singaporean, that makes it doubly MUST WATCH cos come on. how often do i really like chinese stuff. anyways, despite all my omg-i-hate-chinese-ness, i think the 12 years of indoctrination of chinese-ish values really did do their job. because i found myself crying and crying and crying like shit from the start to the end. its not like cos i identified with the people, the whole Hollywood illusion of reality thingthing, but i dunno. identification with value system?!??!! although, also not quite it leh. not like i do things that are noble, or xiao shun, or ai guo, etc what. anyways, MUST WATCH jiu si la. i felt quite wow cos for me it was like, finally, the chinese reclaiming their cultural/historical story somewhat? (because the only way i knew the story was through disney's version hehehe) and it was wowifying. oh and gomorrah was not bad also. (not sure if i spelt it right.) hmm. although its what you would typically expect from picturehouse i guess.
happy world aids day, people.
12:57 am
gail.
loves anything new
gets caught up in causes, events, loves
but doesn't do anything about them.
professes to be a supporter of the green movement
but leaves the lights on
disapproves of mcdonalds
but eats there anyways.
godwise, the jury's still out.
schoolwise, fass rocks my socks
but why do i have like a ton of work to do?
familywise, i guess theyre/its great
we just need to figure out what to do around each other?
freindswise, hey you guys are awesome.
blogwise, realises that the profile section is crappy
but doesn't know how else to fill up the space.